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today..lets see, i woke about around 10 because the doorbell rang. So i had to run downstairs and see who it was, it was just the roof cleaner..and he asked me to close the garage. So after doin so i went back to sleep. Unfortunately when he rang the doorbell to get paid i was asleep so he left without being paid. ehh, not too good. But my dad's gonna mail it to him. So i slept till about 4 this evening..my stomache hurt so bad so i just slept. It didnt really help, becuase when i woke up i felt like i was gonna die..so i figured maybe im just hungry. SO i had a stupid fat free pudding.but i'm supposed to be on a diet so i had to run it off. blah..and now i'm here and still feeling like crap.
Amber and I talked for a while today. I love that girl so much! She's so great, i miss talking with her a lot. And Jesse and I are friends again so that's good. I'm glad me and some of my old friends are talking more *smiles*
Well, I'm going back to bed.
-melanie
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[22 Jun 2004|09:40pm] |
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alright..someone who knows how to make this thing look anything but GAY *which is the way it looks right now* let me know..cuz i'm officially giving up.
TODAY SUCKED and that's all i have to say.
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[21 Jun 2004|09:37pm] |
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ahh man..i was looking back at that last entry just now..and realized..i forgot RHIANON!! man o man..me n that girl have been through some shit! *like 6th grade* wow..but we're still friends and that's pretty awesome..i remember those times at the park..and mrs clifts class..and definitely cheerleading..she can always make me laugh. i mean c'mon we're happy campers! i love you rhi!
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[21 Jun 2004|05:51pm] |
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so, i've been thinking today. I really miss some of my old friends..like nicole kirby n nicole bertot, Shay, Destiny, Cydney, Kate,Danielle, Shannon, nd Laura Smith. I've had so many good times with those people and it sucks that we hardly hang out anymore..or for that matter talk much anymore..hopefully things will change
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[19 Jun 2004|08:32pm] |
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still in ft laudie hangin out with the kase master!! she is a great opera singer..shes so EXCITED. lol..well, some people i really dont understand..but hey, thats life...im out!
<3 MELANIE
RYAN!!
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[15 Jun 2004|09:01pm] |
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yo yo yo wassa!? here i am in ft laudie with my good friend big k wee! workin on our tans..dem brown girls aint got nuttn on kase. Meetin some new men...like the ones workin at the pools. HA well its been real fun down hurr, and to think..we still have 4 more days!! i must say i do miss some of the people in titusville...and here's a LIST: Ryan,Brittany,Amber........and THATS IT!
well, im out. HOLLER!!
nothing but <3
*melanie*
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[12 Jun 2004|07:51pm] |
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well tonight i am hanging with the KASE MASTER!!! and tomorrow we are leaving for the BIG fort laudie!!!! ya heard!!! yea okay byebye.....more later!!!
MELAWEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
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[06 Jun 2004|09:56pm] |
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well..i'm home! it feels good to be back in good ol' t-ville. I wanted to hang out with britt,kase,jo, n lida...BUT my mom decided she wanted to be cool and not want anyone comin over tonight. You all should know i love you with all my heart though. lol.
So, i'm extremely aggravated now..my mom has just informed me that tomorrow her n i have to clean the whole friggen house..ha BULL SHIT! i am not cleaning this house..one, becuase i cleaned it right before we left all by myself. and two, because i havent been here for a little over a week so none of the mess is mine...if anyone should do it, it should be dave..he's so *blargh* words can't even describe him. someone..please kill me.
well,tomorrow if anyone wants to hang out, just give me a call..
nothing but hate,
*melanie*
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[28 May 2004|12:37pm] |
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well, I'm leaving today. For the big ol' NC. It should be fun, I usually do have fun on family vacations. But I'm gonna miss a few people oh so very much. Like Britt and Kasey. You two are the most awesomest. I'm going to keep this short so I guess I will talk to you all in a week or so. I'll be missin ya!
nothing but <3
*melanie*
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[27 May 2004|11:15pm] |
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Ha, some people..just need to grow up. I'm not going to mention any names, becuase that would add just as much to the drama that some people have already started. Why are some of you so far up other people's asses? And always gettin on their case? Maybe they have reasons for their actions or their thoughts. And maybe YOU should start worrying about your own life instead of being so concerned with how others live theirs. It's quite sick actually...how some people pay such close attention to what a certain person is doing..that way if they make one little mistake, they can tear them apart right away. That's a combination of immaturity and jealousy. Why is drama started? Becuase someone, somewhere is jealous. Yup! I'd like to think that people will grow out of it, but I've come to realize that they most likely won't. And before all you little bitches who are reading this get on my case. I admit I've been jealous of certain people..but atleast I've come to realize it and am fixing that problem. And to those of you who think I'm a bitch and say I don't care and have never cared about anyone..go ahead and think that, becuase OBVIOUSLY you don't know me. Let's use cydney justice as an example...we've ALL talked about her. whether you admit it or not. All the girls talk about her becuase they are jealous of her looks or great personality. Guys talk about her becuase they feel they are not good enough to be her boyfriend...if i was as pretty as cydney, i'd use it to my advantage too...so how about people just lay off her? Why can't you just say something positive about her instead of negative. Oh right, it's hard...so you tell yourself that its okay to talk about her becuase "everyone else is doing it" The reason some of you talk about her is because you KNOW she's prettier than you...so you try and talk shit about her just so you feel better about yourself. Now, tell me that isn't lame.She can't help who she is, just like you can't help who you are. If you have a problem with someone.. just KEEP IT TO YOURSELF! I know i've said my share of things about certain people..but again..atleast i admit it.
I will admit right now, that I made a big mistake at one point to get involved in a friend of mine's problem with someone else. I should've stayed out of it but i didn't and I said some things to a certain person that I wish I hadn't..so if this is Rachael Marshall..I apologize and hopefully you can forgive me.
But while we are on the subject of how people treat eachother..what the fuck is up with some of you "labeling" others. There is no "right" way to dress and there is no "wrong" way..same goes to the way people act. The way a person acts or dresses symbbolizes their individuality...wouldn't it be pretty damn boring if we were all the same? So then why can't people just act and dress the way they feel most comfortable. They shouldn't have to wake up before school, every morning, and worry about people calling them names or making fun of them. we're all unique!! You know, sometimes it makes me so angry to think that kids have killed themselves over people like some of you.
If it weren't for drama, and shit talkers..some of those kids would still be alive today. They had their whole lives ahead of them..but no, some person had to make that individuals life so shitty that they thought life wouldn't get any better unless they killed themself. Think about that next time you start to talk shit.
I mean damn, you don't know how someone feels.You THINK you do, but you DON'T. How do you know that they are so different from you? Maybe if you took the chance and got to know them..you'd come to find you had a lot in common with them. I challenge each of you reading this..to stop following the crowd and actually befriend one of the kids that get picked on. Sad thing is, most of you won't do it...
I have the most beautiful friends in the whole wide world..they don't judge me, they don't criticize me..they love me for me. which makes them beautiful inside and out. *so to all my friends..thank you and i love you*
That's all I have to say for the night..if you have a problem with my opinions, keep it to yourself.
nothing but <3
*melanie*
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[26 May 2004|05:32pm] |
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today has all around been pretty super. Let's see, i woke up at 10 took a shower and got dressed..at around 11:15 jennifer came over and did my hair and then worked on some stuff. I tried waking david up...around 11:30 becuase my audition was at 12 but by the time he finally got outta bed it was 11:52..He decided that it was all my fault that there was no one else to take me to my audition..so i had to ask jennifer. thank god she was here, or else i wouldnt have made it...its a good thing steve's an understanding person. There were these two girls there who kept giving jenn n i dirty looks...ugh some people.well, i talked to lida for a while on the tele..its amazing how one changes subjects so drastically! lol. after all that i watched jeepers creepers, i was very disapointed in the ending. but anyhow..i leave in two days for NC! woo woo! dead fish......................
nothing but <3
*melanie*
i like a boy.
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[25 May 2004|08:53pm] |
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let's see here *drums fingers on table* today...was somewhat boring. I woke up at 10..showered and got ready..at 11:30 i attempted to wake my lovely brother, dave, up. Which didn't work i might add. I tried 4 more times,and finally..he got up. Then him and Rob took me to the studios...When i got there, steve n i had a nice little chit chat. i stayed there for about 2 hours rehearsing my lines. I think i have em' down pretty good.
So i came home..and started drinking water...i have come to the conclusion that if i drink a gallon a day i will be healthier and i will easily shed 10 lbs. Dave asked me to braid his hair...but silly him forgot about rubberbands...the rest of the day has been quite pointless.
I did a lot of thinking today...is leaving this life really worth reaching my goals?? I'm not sure if i'm not looking forward to working real hard and not having fun..or the risk of losing my friends...becuase without them, i don't know what kind of person i'd be...so thank you kasey,laura,jo,jon,lida,ashley,britt,aimee,and everyone else who has supported me. You guys have no idea how much you mean to me.
The gallon of water is taking its toll........
nothing but <3
*melanie*
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[24 May 2004|06:15pm] |
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so my WHOLE last entry got deleted......basically..life is going pretty great, but i miss my whore n snotty..*tear* hopefully they come back to me soon.
nothing but <3
*melanie*
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